no matter how what i do, how hard i try, it seems like i've always been, and always will be invisible to u. these few days, weren't i the one who helped the most? why wouldn't you give me the opportunity to learn but gave it to someone else? why? you hv nv made me feel i'm a part of u.

i really don't understand. am i really so different? i'm the stone, against the gems. why does nobody give me a chance? but then again, even when i achieve, it doesn't seemed like it meant anything to u. unlike them.. watever they do, just full of praises and beams.

it sucks. u just don't know.

sometimes, i just can't be bothered. cos in the end, it's all the same.

don't wanna care anymore. since u want it this way. there's no pt in me being nice.

unimpt me shall stay unimpt and shittier.

oh fuck. sputnik spunned @11:32 PM