1. skin head. (easily achieved when i'm old and fargly)
2. open a cafe.
3. be a good cook: able to whip up a dish anytime. make desserts and pastries.
4. get a job that i like (mind you, i'm not all so obsessed with making big bucks and slogging like a dog)
5. visit africa.
6. visit egypt.
7. .....
can't think of any more now.
actually i think i know what i would like to do. be a barista. i love coffee and love making that perfect cup knowing that it'll make someone's day. it's that satisfaction and sense of achievement. but working in a big company kinda suck so conclusion is: open a cafe. be the boss as well as the barista.
i will try not to imagine how my folks will react to this if it ever comes true.
brother, go learn how to bake pastries and cake. then we'll be a good team. as always. =) sputnik spunned @10:10 PM
it's been around 300 days since the start of 2008 and i was in usual stoned mood when i thought of the things that i'm proud of achieving this year.
Done:
1. paid for my driving lessons.
2. passed driving at one shot.
3. made tiramisu.
4. made oreo cheesecake.
Current:
1. paying for visits to skin centre.
2. own a hamster that can walk with his hind legs.
Going:
1. will pay for own expenses at Australia.
how pathetic.
anyway i do hope i can be financially independent by next year. which means i'll have to save a hell lot from the peanuts i get. sputnik spunned @6:53 PM
Done:
1. paid for my driving lessons.
2. passed driving at one shot.
3. made tiramisu.
4. made oreo cheesecake.
Current:
1. paying for visits to skin centre.
2. own a hamster that can walk with his hind legs.
Going:
1. will pay for own expenses at Australia.
how pathetic.
anyway i do hope i can be financially independent by next year. which means i'll have to save a hell lot from the peanuts i get. sputnik spunned @6:53 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
24 hrs without sleep and still counting.
sputnik spunned @10:09 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
no matter how what i do, how hard i try, it seems like i've always been, and always will be invisible to u. these few days, weren't i the one who helped the most? why wouldn't you give me the opportunity to learn but gave it to someone else? why? you hv nv made me feel i'm a part of u.
i really don't understand. am i really so different? i'm the stone, against the gems. why does nobody give me a chance? but then again, even when i achieve, it doesn't seemed like it meant anything to u. unlike them.. watever they do, just full of praises and beams.
it sucks. u just don't know.
sometimes, i just can't be bothered. cos in the end, it's all the same.
don't wanna care anymore. since u want it this way. there's no pt in me being nice.
unimpt me shall stay unimpt and shittier.
oh fuck. sputnik spunned @11:32 PM
i really don't understand. am i really so different? i'm the stone, against the gems. why does nobody give me a chance? but then again, even when i achieve, it doesn't seemed like it meant anything to u. unlike them.. watever they do, just full of praises and beams.
it sucks. u just don't know.
sometimes, i just can't be bothered. cos in the end, it's all the same.
don't wanna care anymore. since u want it this way. there's no pt in me being nice.
unimpt me shall stay unimpt and shittier.
oh fuck. sputnik spunned @11:32 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
if only everybody hv a little more respect, a little more tolerance for differences.
all teach the same thing - teach pple to be good. ethnocentrism must be eradicated.
holy wars. racial riots.
i am a free thinker. i respect all religions and biase to none.
please accept me. " i know i don't fit in that much, but i'm yours"
being different is so hard. i hate to see you sad.
such melancholy in both of us.
i need money.
so many random thoughts. so many what ifs and maybes.
haven't been to school for a week. sputnik spunned @12:23 AM
all teach the same thing - teach pple to be good. ethnocentrism must be eradicated.
holy wars. racial riots.
i am a free thinker. i respect all religions and biase to none.
please accept me. " i know i don't fit in that much, but i'm yours"
being different is so hard. i hate to see you sad.
such melancholy in both of us.
i need money.
so many random thoughts. so many what ifs and maybes.
haven't been to school for a week. sputnik spunned @12:23 AM
Monday, October 06, 2008
we are in the same space.
we are not in the same space.
there's like this window, where i look in.
a window, not a door.
the only time when snoring is a beautiful melody is when the sick finally sleeps. void of pain, agony, dispair. oblivious. bliss. and i am at ease.
it sucks. i cannot imagine how i will be when the day comes. sputnik spunned @11:30 PM
we are not in the same space.
there's like this window, where i look in.
a window, not a door.
the only time when snoring is a beautiful melody is when the sick finally sleeps. void of pain, agony, dispair. oblivious. bliss. and i am at ease.
it sucks. i cannot imagine how i will be when the day comes. sputnik spunned @11:30 PM