nice? my new shoes. bought from www.forever21.com through a spree.. but it is a bit dirty.. and the quality isn't that good. which is disturbing.

i've been feeling weak. weak as in, no strength, uber nua-ed. i can feel my limp fingers while studying. i can feel my body goin on strike. perhaps it's the lack of sleep? today's the last straw. i slept for 12 hours. 12 HOURS! i don't sleep that long unless i'm sick. but i'm not. and the sucky thing is, i still feel weak. argh!

i really wanna know what you are thinking. i thought you'll be more concerned. this time round, i can't do what i want to. i can't. think i had better stop.

you said i should do something for myself. if only it wouldn't jeopardise anything.

everytime i tell myself i had enough, tell myself that i shouldn't bother, i still do it. and end up feelin disappointed yet again.

i will just sit and wait for things to happen now.

i never thought there will be a day where i drank beer in front of all my family relatives. woots. the feeling is good. haha.

maybe one day, you will really fulfil your promise.

my friend did this personality test:

林倍燕 的內在想法

*思想細密，想得多又遠，而且很有耐心

*很會分析、摸索他人的心態，且說出自己中肯的看法

*不喜歡被別人猜中心事，一旦被猜對行為後就會立即作改變

*非常有同情心，看到可憐的人會想要幫助他

*是個感性的女生，容易多愁善感

(this part is exactly the same as hers! lol i think cos we have the same surname. does surname really play a part in your personality? it's not that we can help being born a 林 or a 陈 or a 黄)

*個性穩定、行事作風保守的人

*有時候會太堅守原則，讓人覺得很難溝通

*重視家人，常常會以家人的意見為中心

*有恒心毅力，不會半途而廢

*個性較直來直往，很容易被看穿心事

it's just another personality test.