On 27th Sept 08, I said goodbye to it.
at 18 points! haha it's a bad pass but it's still a pass. but they don't seemed so happy about it. esp her, who has always been so disapproving. which is... disappointing.
kinder surprise was extinct from singapore for more than a year. and he found it! well not actually him who found it, but ya, he bought it. 
new packaging and the price is like double! WTH. pay more for the bigger, more colourful box.
but apparently, kinder surprise is back !!
but apparently, kinder surprise is back !!
treated lihui for lunch. and got treated by my aunt at swensens. and slpt the rest of the time. 9th Oct treating HELLA peeps w sal. I am in a good mood. hahaha.. and i kept the cost of the driving lessons under $1000!!!
one load off.
fuck i just realised i had another assignment due next week. 2 midterms, 2 assignments, tuition.
i've cleared my thoughts.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
floating on ...,
a torch in the dark.
contained.
contented?
confused.
bizarre.
bewildered!
be happy.
put it out, before my fingers get burnt.
let it dance, and sing me a song.
douse, ignite, ignite, douse.
turn back,
turn on,
turn away.
hush now, it'll be ok. sputnik spunned @7:59 PM
sputnik spunned @4:37 PM
a torch in the dark.
contained.
contented?
confused.
bizarre.
bewildered!
be happy.
put it out, before my fingers get burnt.
let it dance, and sing me a song.
douse, ignite, ignite, douse.
turn back,
turn on,
turn away.
hush now, it'll be ok. sputnik spunned @7:59 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
nice? my new shoes. bought from www.forever21.com through a spree.. but it is a bit dirty.. and the quality isn't that good. which is disturbing.
i've been feeling weak. weak as in, no strength, uber nua-ed. i can feel my limp fingers while studying. i can feel my body goin on strike. perhaps it's the lack of sleep? today's the last straw. i slept for 12 hours. 12 HOURS! i don't sleep that long unless i'm sick. but i'm not. and the sucky thing is, i still feel weak. argh!
i really wanna know what you are thinking. i thought you'll be more concerned. this time round, i can't do what i want to. i can't. think i had better stop.
you said i should do something for myself. if only it wouldn't jeopardise anything.
everytime i tell myself i had enough, tell myself that i shouldn't bother, i still do it. and end up feelin disappointed yet again.
i will just sit and wait for things to happen now.
i never thought there will be a day where i drank beer in front of all my family relatives. woots. the feeling is good. haha.
maybe one day, you will really fulfil your promise.
my friend did this personality test:
林倍燕 的內在想法
*思想細密，想得多又遠，而且很有耐心
*思想細密，想得多又遠，而且很有耐心
*很會分析、摸索他人的心態，且說出自己中肯的看法
*不喜歡被別人猜中心事，一旦被猜對行為後就會立即作改變
*非常有同情心，看到可憐的人會想要幫助他
*是個感性的女生，容易多愁善感
(this part is exactly the same as hers! lol i think cos we have the same surname. does surname really play a part in your personality? it's not that we can help being born a 林 or a 陈 or a 黄)
*個性穩定、行事作風保守的人
*有時候會太堅守原則，讓人覺得很難溝通
*重視家人，常常會以家人的意見為中心
*有恒心毅力，不會半途而廢
*個性較直來直往，很容易被看穿心事
it's just another personality test.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
forensic science was ok.. tricky.. i think can get at least a B.
real analysis i think i'll pass.
such confidence. lol.
i don't think can make it for second lower le. darn.
i can't seemed to wake up either.
and i only attend like 4 hrs of classes/week. pro eh? but still going on fine.
went to NUS just now. had dinner and then went Munchy Monkey, which is a cafe at NUS. the dessert was well, overall average. The brownie and italian chocolate cake are nice! but the ice cream was melted when served to us. Like one pool of white vanilla and chocolate syrup swirl around the cake. the tiramisu definitely cannot make it. the one we made is so much nicer. so much more fragnant.
there's a live band. from Kent Ridge Hall. A band with a guitarist and a singer. Their act's like The Unxpected. 1st set, 2nd set blah blah. Maybe they are imitating them. Well, the female singer was.. dull. Not that her voice is bad but there's no emotion at all. That's not the worse. Up came Mr "I'm so cool and I sing damn good" Terrible. He has all those act pro actions, along with his off pitch, out of beat singing. Act seh. He totally ruins the nice songs like "I don't wanna be" "The Scientist". Talk about ending the day with a bad note.
Would have loved to join the 100km walk for LetsTakeAWalk. But only reach Singapore on that day itself. Anyone game for the 10km walk instead? 21st Dec. http://www.letstakeawalk.sg/
I thought I had a lot to say.
My arms have gone limp.
Finally had canteen 2's waffles!
totally need a beer. these mugging days drain the hell out of me. sputnik spunned @11:13 PM
real analysis i think i'll pass.
such confidence. lol.
i don't think can make it for second lower le. darn.
i can't seemed to wake up either.
and i only attend like 4 hrs of classes/week. pro eh? but still going on fine.
went to NUS just now. had dinner and then went Munchy Monkey, which is a cafe at NUS. the dessert was well, overall average. The brownie and italian chocolate cake are nice! but the ice cream was melted when served to us. Like one pool of white vanilla and chocolate syrup swirl around the cake. the tiramisu definitely cannot make it. the one we made is so much nicer. so much more fragnant.
there's a live band. from Kent Ridge Hall. A band with a guitarist and a singer. Their act's like The Unxpected. 1st set, 2nd set blah blah. Maybe they are imitating them. Well, the female singer was.. dull. Not that her voice is bad but there's no emotion at all. That's not the worse. Up came Mr "I'm so cool and I sing damn good" Terrible. He has all those act pro actions, along with his off pitch, out of beat singing. Act seh. He totally ruins the nice songs like "I don't wanna be" "The Scientist". Talk about ending the day with a bad note.
Would have loved to join the 100km walk for LetsTakeAWalk. But only reach Singapore on that day itself. Anyone game for the 10km walk instead? 21st Dec. http://www.letstakeawalk.sg/
I thought I had a lot to say.
My arms have gone limp.
Finally had canteen 2's waffles!
totally need a beer. these mugging days drain the hell out of me. sputnik spunned @11:13 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008
biological chemistry MIDTERM is like a Prelims or A Level paper la.. 2 hours... with lots n lots of questions. They expect us to know how to do those questions when the tutorials (there was only 2 tutorials so far) barely touched on the calculations.
and i am at a total disadvantage cos i'm not takin any chem modules unlike the chem students.
panic.. dun wanna waste my S/U option on this.
went to the ZOO! yesterday with my grandma, uncle and aunt and my mum. Random. They planned to go without telling me! found out in the morning so requested to tag along. PROUD TO SAY I SKIPPED FORENSIC SCIENCE LECT TO GO!! haha.
sighx...
mole hole.
( my brother's blog is boring. ) sputnik spunned @1:36 PM
and i am at a total disadvantage cos i'm not takin any chem modules unlike the chem students.
panic.. dun wanna waste my S/U option on this.
went to the ZOO! yesterday with my grandma, uncle and aunt and my mum. Random. They planned to go without telling me! found out in the morning so requested to tag along. PROUD TO SAY I SKIPPED FORENSIC SCIENCE LECT TO GO!! haha.
sighx...
mole hole.
( my brother's blog is boring. ) sputnik spunned @1:36 PM
The only theorem/definition that I remember so vividly from John Sloman is the "Law of Diminishing Marginal Returns". Very applicable for school and whatever that links to it.
So it's week 6! And they (who's they) say that time flies when you are enjoying. Like no?! I don't enjoy the realisation that another fruitless week has passed. Neither do I enjoy the thought of exams inching nearer. And nearer.
You reap what you sow. As a result of all the junk food and excessive eating, I have gained weight. Can't tell? Try looking at my tummy. Yeap, it's spilling. Not giving excuses for not going for runs but yes, my knee is still as screwed as ever. The weekly gym with B is my best comfort. Guilt-striken for 6 and a half days, guilt-free for 1/2.
I rather be fat then crippled. But then again, if I get too fat, my knee also wouldn't be able to take it right? Darn.
What happened to SASA? Grr.... one member is M.I.A. The other is as busy as ever. Butt itchy go accept the post. Hoho. I will always be laughing at you about this. And please give me a chance to leech you.
IF I get too lame or talk nonsence, it's ZQ's fault. Studying with him is tiring. Half the time studying, 1/8th of the time consulting each other and the rest is just plain crapping. And the crap is getting more and more.... crappy. Lowering my intelligence to match his. I am going dumb.
Hadn't start on a new book since 3 weeks ago. There's 2 waiting for me to devour them. And I've got Sims 2, along with all its expansions! Thanks to W. And there's the all time easy-to-past-time MapleStory. When will I ever get to touch them? Not that I don't have the time, but I fear I am not that disclipined.
Need a life. sputnik spunned @1:36 PM
So it's week 6! And they (who's they) say that time flies when you are enjoying. Like no?! I don't enjoy the realisation that another fruitless week has passed. Neither do I enjoy the thought of exams inching nearer. And nearer.
You reap what you sow. As a result of all the junk food and excessive eating, I have gained weight. Can't tell? Try looking at my tummy. Yeap, it's spilling. Not giving excuses for not going for runs but yes, my knee is still as screwed as ever. The weekly gym with B is my best comfort. Guilt-striken for 6 and a half days, guilt-free for 1/2.
I rather be fat then crippled. But then again, if I get too fat, my knee also wouldn't be able to take it right? Darn.
What happened to SASA? Grr.... one member is M.I.A. The other is as busy as ever. Butt itchy go accept the post. Hoho. I will always be laughing at you about this. And please give me a chance to leech you.
IF I get too lame or talk nonsence, it's ZQ's fault. Studying with him is tiring. Half the time studying, 1/8th of the time consulting each other and the rest is just plain crapping. And the crap is getting more and more.... crappy. Lowering my intelligence to match his. I am going dumb.
Hadn't start on a new book since 3 weeks ago. There's 2 waiting for me to devour them. And I've got Sims 2, along with all its expansions! Thanks to W. And there's the all time easy-to-past-time MapleStory. When will I ever get to touch them? Not that I don't have the time, but I fear I am not that disclipined.
Need a life. sputnik spunned @1:36 PM