nobody will ever ever understand
i must grow up now.

it must be tough,
deciding where to leave the mark.
how does it feel
when it gushes out?
would you let it flow
would you dry it up
would you just carry on?

i hate to have to think abt the pple who will be affected by me
cos then, I can't do what i wanna do.
it's kinda sucky cos i'm living for others.
and I've be what they perceived.

there's smth wrong with me. i just dun wanna admit.
the devils in my head
questionin every step i take.
the more i haven't tried it, the more i want to feel

but i'm a coward

this time, I'll prove you wrong.
runnin out of time though. shit.

tell me how to concentrate on studying. sputnik spunned @10:23 PM