amazing,
the amount of food i've been consuming.
incredible,
the number of nights my stomach's growling.

does studying really make one hungry? or is it the merely finding smth to do other then studying?

if i'm not lazy, i would buy a non-stick pan. and eggs and cooking oil. and a small bowl. pepper and salt. and bread. beat the egg into a neat mixture of yellow and white. soak the bread entirely in it and give it a good fry. bombay toast. or simply, lay a slice of cheese on the bread, give it a light toast to melt the cheese and top it off with scrambled eggs.

if i'm not lazy, i would even buy a wok. fry some rice. perfect for supper.

but the thought of washing up after eating.. totally puts me off. it's not tat bad back at home.. at least, i can put off washin until i really feel like washing.

hungry....

from slpin early to waking early... to slping late.. and later... but still wakin relatively early.. a couple of frens ald noted their surprise in seeing me online at wee wee hours. when did all this start? i amaze myself sometimes.

really hate being a girl sometimes. can't just go away like that. alone. need to get out! totally understand how A feels when he said he wanna run away from everything. poor kid.. 6 years is too damn long to hang on.

it wouldn't be long, till we are all gone, lying in the ground. sputnik spunned @7:22 AM