i can't help it if my birthday is so forgettable
i can't help it if i'm nobody's best friend
i can't help it if i can't fit in, anywhere
i can't help being left out
like a sputnik, following a designated path.
the occasional collision w someone, but nv stayin long enuf to build a solid friendship.
revolving ard.
i think i'm meant to be alone.
the more i wondered who i am, the more i delved into how i fit into everything, the more i feel lonely.
i hate hypocrites sputnik spunned @11:37 PM
thx to J n his books, my interest in reading n writing resurface. i can't really say interest, i always loved reading , just that libraries dun hv good books. n good books, can only be purchased. it'll be nice if i hv a wooden bookshelve, w books of all sorts filling the spaces, until one day when i look at it, i'll go 'tat's a neat collection of books'. but tat's not gonna happen. cos if it did, i'll prob hv starved long ago.
come to think of it, i haven't seen J for like.. 4months? which is pretty long since it felt like yest when he first entered my shop. always w his bag n book. we didn't really talked, only after i left the company. tat split moment when he drived up the taxi stand, i'm amazed i still recognised him at a glimpse. 4 mths, n he really seemed to lost quite a bit of weight. n somehow, tat smile of his seemed more, 灿烂. we r like engagin in a long dist friendship, the occasional msn chat or sms, then when we meet, woah! u changed alot.
it's nice to find someone who enjoys reading. sputnik spunned @1:10 PM
come to think of it, i haven't seen J for like.. 4months? which is pretty long since it felt like yest when he first entered my shop. always w his bag n book. we didn't really talked, only after i left the company. tat split moment when he drived up the taxi stand, i'm amazed i still recognised him at a glimpse. 4 mths, n he really seemed to lost quite a bit of weight. n somehow, tat smile of his seemed more, 灿烂. we r like engagin in a long dist friendship, the occasional msn chat or sms, then when we meet, woah! u changed alot.
it's nice to find someone who enjoys reading. sputnik spunned @1:10 PM