dream vs reality.
i should practise what i preach and just follow my heart. at least i know there's at least one supporter out there.
but it'll mean i've to work extra hard, to get the same returns. then again, knowledge and experience is more worthy. am i trying to convince myself? perhaps.
wish me luck. sputnik spunned @12:38 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
fuck sial.
and she insulted me!! cashier @ broadway. the one who stands near the fruits. my kopi-o was in a styrofoam cup with the lid on. told her it's kopi-o. 40cents. (kopi is 50 cents. )to my disbelieve, she tilted the whole cup to check if it's really kopi-o!! wth? 我怎么说也是个大学生, 我干嘛要骗你那一角钱？？ 我看起来很穷吗？真是的。ok so she's doing her job. but that 10 cents discrepancy wouldn't affect her pay at all!
now i'll just siam her. BEWARE! she'll think that you haven't pay when you had. (happened to me before) this kinda paying system is kinda similiar to the old can A's drink stall. but i don't rmb getting this treatment. even if you hover ard the cashier after tat, they wouldn't doubt you.
ok. it's a small matter.
random thought:
if m&m's and snicker bars comes in fun packs, or mini sizes.... why aren't cigarettes packed in the same manner too? like maybe in 5's or 2's or individual selling.
each pkt has 20 sticks, ard $11+ per pkt. and the cigarettes wouldn't be fresh after a week. which means either you gonna smoke like crazy, ( if u are a heavy smoker, it's easy peasy for u ), or you'll hv to share with somebody else. OR ELSE, you'll be wasting your money by throwing them away. which may be the government's plot to discourage smoking.
rather effective.
i heard there used to be 10 sticks/pkt in the mkt.
and according to my fren, the part where you hold the cigarette is getting longer but the stick is the same length. which means you will 抽不爽, which means you'll tend to smoke more then you did in the past, which means you will be spending more money. Malboro's plot to increase sales, perhaps.
and at the end of the day, the consumer doesn't benefit at all.
ok.
if only we have a car.
is it bad to ask for pocket money? sputnik spunned @10:12 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
Egg Tart boy added the colours using Fireworks. 一想不到。（是这样写吗？？哈哈）
他添上的那一句 "Let's lead a colourful life"， 还满？有意思的。原本一身黑白的唐老鸭，换上五颜六色的新衣后，精神多了。
吃了这么饱的午餐，又这么早起。好累，没精神读书，却又不能睡。折磨！！
我。。。 真的会越来越重吗？？ 哈哈。爱吃，贪吃，什么都想试的我，该怎么办？
我。。。 没有赚大钱的梦，因为我没这个本事。＄2500左右的薪水，我应该满足了。
我。。。 很想创业。但谁会相信，支持我？有了个构思，但伙伴，钱呢？？
我。。。我。。。 有好多话要说。
我。。。 要逆水而流。却越来越没力气，没勇气。浪生气的时候，我得跟它一样冲冲忙忙地跑着。平静时，我就和它慢慢地过日子。
我在说什么。。。我也不懂。
如果大家都同心协力地往返方向走，可以突破社会主流的手掌心吗？ sputnik spunned @5:43 PM
and then i started drawing...
the first thing brother thought when i showed him the completed drawing was that I TRACED from somewhere. TRACED!? and then he thought is someone else who drew it.
ar...
anyway can you guess how i drew it?? haha
curry png man msged me yesterday morning to make sure i've woken up. unexpected.
tried the cornetto (chocolate) mcflurry. there's chocolate chip, wafer and hot fudge in it. nice to bite cos of the crunchy bits but i find it kinda.. heaty.
chilling wind kept blowing,
as i struggled to stay awake.
eyes shutting,
brain shut.
and everything else remained incoherent.
but i wasn't panicking, no.
never.
dejected perhaps.
just another motion to go along.
when it all ended, it seemed like it has never start at all.
no beginning to the end.
no end to the beginning.
just another cycle.
this is how i drew my Donald Duck. using the touchpad ( not mouse! ) 厉害吧？
will be going Redhill Food Centre later with Curry Png Man. to do what else but try the curry png there. lol.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
why is everybody going school to study and not somewhere else?
because they live near sch... and i don't.
i spend less time studying.
i don't like the mrt rides. too cold, too long and too boring.
i don't like napping on the tables. too short, can't rest well.
i don't like reaching home and being wide awake at 3am knowing i've to wake up at 5am. BECAUSE I CAN'T WAKE UP! feeling super sian because if it happens during exam, i'm screwed.
i don't like the talking.
“ 飘扬过海，我吃不起苦。。。”
该不该去学校呢？？
so tempted to take cab to sch on days when i've mornin paper... but when's the last time i had some allowance?? i can't rmb.
my printer isn't workin at this crucial moment.
i am still slpy.
the weather is v hot today.
nth positive. sputnik spunned @10:08 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
swee. shall keep telling myself this.
was talkin to bah kwa in the afternoon. told him this: "we all want to be accepted by others even when we can't accept ourselves"
so i shld look up to social butterfly.
i've concluded that as we age, we tend to be more reserved in front of our new friends. like tryin to portray a certain image, perhaps a mature and intellectual one, cos we are 21, and are supposed to behave like one. the different sets of masks and costumes. defined through interactions. seriously, isn't it tiring?
true colours.
if i am a colour, i wld like to be deep blue. sputnik spunned @12:25 AM
Friday, November 07, 2008
Extreme makeover of the toilet! such a relief it's done. dun hv to bear with the drilling, the dust and bathing w a hose. i think my tolerance for cold water is super high now.Went food hunt w Workaholic. Today's area is Tiong Bahru!
1st stop was curry png at 40, Beo Cresent (near Tiong Bahru MRT) for Hainanese Curry Png.
In sequence, Ba Pa (pork cutlet in hokkien), curry rice with some unknown red sauce, Ko Lei Chai (cabbage), Meatball, rice again, Asam Fish. All are must trys! except the asam fish.
These pics are for Curry Png Man. But i don't think he reads my blog. Wanted to try the Hokkien Mee there but wasn't open. I'll be back!
After that we had a big pkt of homemade ice lemon tea. only $1.20! super full
Next, we went Tiong Bahru Market. What a distance away! 
This is Lor Mee with Deep Fried Shark Meat. Shark's Meat!! haha woah. anw it's nice ya. definitely fresh. But you wouldn't know it's shark meat if nobody tells u it is. The flour is crispy. the chap (gravy) is thick, gooey gooey kind. I haven't seen this kinda thickness for a long time. You can taste the spices in the soup, but it's not overpowering. Just nice. The stall's 178 Lor Mee.
Wanted to buy Png Kuay (the pink rice cake) but the stall wasn't open! Aiya damn suay day. Shall be back for that and Jian Bo Chee Kuey.
We had MacDonald's Mudpie Mcflurry after we were done with shopping at Tampines. Fattening huh!?
Tired and drowsy after the whole day in the fiery sun , i napped till 9pm. Heck the assignment tat's due today. Dun even know how to do.
I asked Bwa Gua to classify me in one of the following catergories: Skinny, Normal, Slightly plump and Fat. He said I am slightly skinny, which is btwn skinny and normal. haha... the things u do to make urself feel better. But Workaholic can tell that my stomach's bulging.
Anw, I'm gonna be a 3rd class. Ah-fit did some calculations and said all my subjects must get at least a B+, which is SUPER impossible. so suan le. accept and maintain it. wonder if my parents will be disappointed. but well, i'm stupid.
sputnik spunned @11:16 PM